Seven Weeks

My emotions are going crazy. One minute, I'm thinking how we can't afford this. I usually get depressed about it when I'm home alone for multiple hours at a time - like when Aaron's at work. As soon as he gets home, though, I feel better. I think that everything will be okay. When he's home, I feel like everything will be fine - we'll figure out how to make ends meet, I'll go back to school after a semester or two off. Aaron can work in the morning while I work at night. We'll make it work. I'm scared of our baby's health the most, though.

I haven't had morning sickness at all. I do gag at certain smells now that never bothered me before. I love the smell of gasoline, but wanted to throw up the other day when smelling it. Normally, the smell of old, dirty dishes doesn't bother me either, but it did the other day. I had to run to the bathroom.

I've been tired a lot lately. I wake up multiple times throughout the night. That's beginning to drive me insane. I wake up, go to the bathroom, get something to drink because I'm thirsty, and then I can't fall asleep again. That's basically it, though. I haven't had any cravings yet either.

I'm mainly worried about expenses. Aaron is bad with money and just spent $120.00 yesterday on baseball cards. I'm trying my hardest to find a second job, though, and hopefully that will help - even if it's only like 10-20 hours a week.